Many and more have asked me to share my story about how and
why I came to be a Priestess of The Morrigan. I believe now is the time to
share that story.
For most of my young life I had been lost spiritually. I was
raised Southern Baptist, but it never fit me. I began exploring other spiritual
paths in my early teens, and was drawn to The Craft (witchcraft). I studied
several traditions, but none seemed to call to me.
Now that I look back on things, I realize I was looking for
self-empowerment. I was a victim of domestic abuse from the time I was a child.
I sought out things to escape from that. Mostly drugs. I searched for a
“savior” mostly men. It was all for naught. Nothing filled the “hole in my
soul.”
I was in the midst of what Joseph Campbell refers to as a
Shamanic “Crackup” as an adult. Western Psychiatry refers to this as
“psychosis”. I had been committed to a psychiatric facility. I lay on the floor
of the ward. I was angry, I was beyond defeated. I was desperate.
I screamed out to The
Universe at large, “Whoever, Whatever is OUT THERE!! Take me, I am tired of
this life, I hate this life. I feel lost. No one has come to save me. HELP
ME!!”
And She did. I did not know Her name at the time. I only
heard Her voice at first.
“Get UP! This is not the end for YOU! I have use for YOU!
And YOU will save YOURSELF! GET UP!!”
And so, I got up. Up off the floor of the hospital. Up out
of the self-pity. Up out of being a victim. Up out of abusing drugs. Up and
away from unhealthy relationships.
At that time, The Morrigan was not as well known, as She is
now. I did not know who this Goddess was, I did not know a name. After hearing Her voice I began seeing an
image. A woman, a Goddess, standing and screaming at me over and over. I sought
out another Priestess, and was told the image I described sounded like The
Morrigan. I began reading, researching, and meditating, praying all on The
Morrigan. It was Her, my savior, or rather the One responsible for empowering
me to save myself. I became Her Priestess and have been ever since.
That was many, many years ago. She has lead me down a
Warrior Path. Together, We seek to bring balance to The Cosmos once again. If I
could say anything about my savior, The Morrigan, it is that She has taught me,
and continues to teach me every day, to be the best Me I can be.
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